WTF

So, I am now off the pill, mainly because I've run out and not gonna start a new one as they are a bit pricey here. And I am experiencing EMOTIONS! Wow, what are they????? This is quite weird, as I get moody now. Not good. After over 2 years of being pretty level, these feelings now are quite a bit to handle. And the whole maternal instinct thing is just KILLING me. I used to cringe at the sight of babies. Now they're cute???? Dear Lord, help me. AAAARRRGHH! Ick. Too much time to think, not enough drinking. Wait... isn't that how babies are made?